Work Late Yesterday...
Friday, February 29, 2008
phew.... work till 11pm yesterday with my colleagues.. work is getting more and more stress as the next quarter is coming and target will be higher to achieve.
I really thank God for granting favor where he gave a lot of grace to me as i manage to hit my sales target as a miracle happen!
Sometimes i feel very very defeated where i work so hard so so hard but sometimes i see others doing better than me where God is by my side.. i feel dejected of course but i always try to put this thoughts away as i learn the more you give, the more you shall receive.. the more encouragement you give .. the more u shall be encouraged.
Had really talks with my colleagues.. beginning to open up their hearts and manage to give advice.. but sometimes i do not know whether my advice does help..
Today was quite a tiring day for me as i was quite reluctant to wake up as i did not really sleep well cause of some pain.. Depression really sets into my life.. and i believe this quote does make sense .. it appear in the UOB ATM when my friend draw money and i manage to catch a glance ... it says
The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.
It is really so true.. when you come to a point that sorrow keeps carving into ur being ... even the slightest joy u can also feel happy and more joy you can contain.. as you learn to be zhi ju..
Went for lessons today.. was so tired.. was listening to this song.. my favorite song ..
I will never find another lover sweeter than you, Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you More precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother, Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister, Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing
And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said you're all that I'm thinking of.....
baby Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug, I really love you
Far From Home
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Waiting?
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
I have always been waiting... waiting and waiting but it does not seems to come..
When it came .. it last for a while and it fades.. The joy is for a moment and you just came back to reality...
Whenever you have hope.. there is always a chance for you to get disappointed.
Whenever you don't hope... there is nothing to expect...
Its either you hope and get disappointed or you don't hope and lead life where there is no expectations..
I will rather hope and get disappointed than don't hope at all...
Far From Home
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Went to a familar place....Things have Change .. and will never remain the same..
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Went to watch a movie Ah Long Pte Ltd as usual... alone .. i dun mind watching movie alone which i usually do cause there isn't a need to plan to arrange and you can always just go and get the tickets and just walk in to the show.. of course i have no preference in watching with friends.. just dun like to do the planning... heee... Went to familar place to watch.. Have not been there for so so so long ...
After movie, decide to walk around.. walk through familar streets.. walk through familar buildings. really makes me think a looottsss.. enjoy the peaceful and quiet time with God where i can share with him my thoughts, my memories, my feelings....
Saw a building raze to nothing left but a piece of land... Things do really change.. Old things will pass away and new things will take form and take place.. I guess this is the same for all things.. when you don't let go of anything that is old.. nothing new will come to your way... that goes for hurts too .. really need to remove it from your heart ... so that happiness could just come in!
Getting emotional... haha.. maybe i am just emotional, creative and sensitive person where every little things could be describe in such way! ..
Far From Home
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Thank GOD...
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Thank God for his grace and his endless mercy to always go thru difficult and terrible times.
He is always there for me.. while i always disappoint him in many ways...
This song really reflects my feelings right now..
How i wish there is a rainbow for me to look out for and ask it to return my dreams, my hopes to me....
But i guess i am really looking for a rainbow which God created for Noah... I really need new inspiration, new fire inside me to run even the toughest terrain.
那里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我 释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕
没有理由我也能自己逃 你要离开
我知道更简单 你说依赖 是我们的阻碍 就算放开
但能不能别没收我的爱 当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑 要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕 没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
At least .. i manage to see some light!
Far From Home
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